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Sun, Sep. 4th, 2011, 10:59 pm
Twenty ☸
While watching a show about bears in captivity on the Discovery Channel today my daughter asked if we could go to Sydney. I can't even.
( Camelot )
( Camelot )
Mon, Mar. 28th, 2011, 03:03 am
Eighteen ☸
People should really think twice before deciding to call someone so late in the evening, waking up her child in order to complain about a house they've already bought and paid for. Ungrateful pieces of shits, they're lucky I don't have the luxury of leaving the house anytime I want to bust their jaws.
It was her house. It was never meant to be theirs. This isn't fai I'm turning twenty-eight on Saturday. She should still be here.
Wed, Feb. 16th, 2011, 04:35 pm
Seventeen ☸ A second chance
Well. This place hasn't changed one bit. Guess my sister really did die for nothing.
Kate was right, it never gets better.
Sat, Aug. 7th, 2010, 01:15 am
Sixteen ☸
I won't ever tell you that. But you should know. Even if you never will.
You were the one.
... But I love Todd, and we have a daughter together. The one for you isn't always the right one for you. Kate and Jack never understood that. Guess we just couldn't help ourselves.
I hope you find happiness. There will always be a part of me that will never stop missing you.
Wed, Jul. 28th, 2010, 09:33 am
Fifteen ☸
Sometimes it's still hard to believe that for the past four months I've been a mother. I spent nine months with this child growing inside me, little more then a stranger, and now it feels like I've known her all my life. What I used to think was so important hardly matters, and everything makes sense when I'm with her. Emma can actually lift her own head up now, and she's been making more sounds then she used to. Maybe it's wishful thinking, but it sounds like she's trying to say 'ma-ma' and 'da-da'. Words cannot properly describe how incredible it is.
I've been having an affair, and I can't do it anymore. I'm sorry.
I've been having an affair, and I can't do it anymore. I'm sorry.
Thu, Jul. 8th, 2010, 09:59 am
Fourteen ☸
That four toed statue seems a hell of a lot bigger when you're not looking at it from the safety comfort of your living room couch...
Sat, Jun. 12th, 2010, 09:15 am
Twelve ☸
Todd, darling. Why was Emma's bear in a drawer in the study?
I know you hid it, you might as well fess up now.
Mon, May. 31st, 2010, 11:13 am
Eleven ☸
I'm almost sad to be back in Georgia, that was one of the best damn road trips I've ever been on. Not that I've been on many, which is also sad... Glad to have Emma back, though. I think I came home just in time, it looked like Mom was getting ready to enroll her in one of those baby beauty pageants. Hell no.
( Matt )
Mon, May. 17th, 2010, 10:16 pm
Nine ☸
I didn't mean to be gone from the boards for this long, but looking at a calendar right now I've been gone from it for almost two months? That can't be right. Time flies when you've had a baby? More like the complete opposite, as a matter a fact.
Emma is about nine weeks old now and still the most beautiful baby ever. Also for those of you in a similar position as I was inlike my anti-home maker sister, apparently, you may want to know that myth about never losing the baby fat is completely untrue. Just have to work through the exhaustion about five times a week, which sounds unpleasant, and it pretty much is.
Did I mention newborns really like to cry?It's almost more annoying then Todd's constant whinging that I never want to have sex anymore.
Emma is about nine weeks old now and still the most beautiful baby ever. Also for those of you in a similar position as I was in
Did I mention newborns really like to cry?
Fri, Apr. 2nd, 2010, 04:31 pm
Eight ☸
Emma smiled for the first time yesterday, a real smile. It was incredible.
( Matt )
Wed, Mar. 24th, 2010, 09:51 am
Seven ☸
I haven't been up this late every night since college. All the night cream in the world can't hide the bags under my eyes, good thing it's only Todd that's seeing me these days. I've even managed to keep mom from coming around every other minute, I have no idea how. I think she may have burst a vein in her forehead somewhere between labor and child birth, but that works perfectly fine for me.
Breast feeding is the weirdest sensation ever, my nipples are so raw they could cut diamonds.
Also, Matt, thank you for the stuffed polar bear, that was very sweet. Emma loves it! She won't let it go most nights, and I can't tell who is more amused, me or Kate.
Speaking of Kate, I've finally caught up on LOST in time to see the newest episode last night. ... What the hell is going on?
Also, Matt, thank you for the stuffed polar bear, that was very sweet. Emma loves it! She won't let it go most nights, and I can't tell who is more amused, me or Kate.
Speaking of Kate, I've finally caught up on LOST in time to see the newest episode last night. ... What the hell is going on?
Thu, Mar. 11th, 2010, 11:37 pm
Six ☸
Finally able to get a moment alone now that the baby is asleep and the night nurse has stopped hovering. It's really late over here but somehow I'm not tired. You'd think mom was the one who gave birth with the way she's been passed out since the labor was over! I'd be insulted, but I'm grateful for her lack of pestering.
I'm officially a mother! Her name is Emma and she's probably the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I won't talk about the labor in order to keep from reliving it and also to spare all of you. But for twelve hours of the worst pain I've ever felt, it was very much worth it. Kate is almost as happy as I am.She deserves a second chance at this
... I'm also going to ignore the fact that I went into labor on a Tuesday night. That just. Did not happen.
I'm officially a mother! Her name is Emma and she's probably the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I won't talk about the labor in order to keep from reliving it and also to spare all of you. But for twelve hours of the worst pain I've ever felt, it was very much worth it. Kate is almost as happy as I am.
... I'm also going to ignore the fact that I went into labor on a Tuesday night. That just. Did not happen.
Sat, Mar. 6th, 2010, 01:03 pm
Five ☸
Braxton-Hicks contractions are no picnic. Pardon me while I sound like the worst mother-to-be in the world right now but get this thing out of me.
( Ainsley )
( Ainsley )
Thu, Feb. 18th, 2010, 01:52 pm
Four ☸
I officially loath going to my check ups. My doctor thought he was making me feel better by telling me that elephants are pregnant for twenty three months instead of nine. I'm not sure what exactly he was trying to insinuate with that statement but I punched him in the stomach anyway. Lesson learned.
At any rate, three weeks to the forty week mark.I'm getting a little scared.
( Ainsley )
At any rate, three weeks to the forty week mark.
( Ainsley )
Tue, Feb. 9th, 2010, 11:04 am
Three ☸
So apparently my baby is going to be lying to me before she can even talk and also may have possibly murdered her twin during the early stages of pregnancy. Why does no one ever tell you the bad things? If she comes out left handed, I'm going to kill Kate, I don't know how but I will find a way.
Oh my god I'm going to give birth to a BABY MURDERER.
By the way Ainsley, you have very interesting friends.
By the way Ainsley, you have very interesting friends.
Tue, Feb. 2nd, 2010, 11:51 pm
Two ☸
Week thirty-five. Bladder has shrunk considerably. When did my feet get this huge?
This is what hell is going to be like, isn't it. Not even the Island could be this uncomfortable, which by the way, I must say- I didn't think that show could get any weirder. And once again, it's all Jack's fault! No Jears this time though, what a shame.
I miss Boone.
This is what hell is going to be like, isn't it. Not even the Island could be this uncomfortable, which by the way, I must say- I didn't think that show could get any weirder. And once again, it's all Jack's fault! No Jears this time though, what a shame.
I miss Boone.